June 11th, 2006

Adrasteius: Really?  Really.

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I was looking back at the entries I've made in the past year, and I've come to the conclusion: damn, I talk about WoW a lot.

But if I wasn't talking about WoW, I'd be making everyone who cared cry, so that's how it is.

Because if you think I'm better, if you think I've gotten through it, you're wrong. I'm not. I don't know when I will be. You don't have to like or appreciate or even understand that. I know it's hard to be friends with someone when you feel like you don't know what to say to them half the time.

But I am trying. I'm trying so hard.

CP9 is almost finished, and I have so many Karma pages to scan and edit (all of varying degrees of ugliness) it is beyond stupidity and into ignorance. I think it will only be three or four more chapters until I'll call the rough draft done, and then I need to figure out what to do with all those words (step 1: rip out of the entrails of the first half and rearrange them into something worthwhile).